Maybe my soul will
But my present self
May never have the chance
The chance to tell the one I love
That I miss him
That I do not wish to hide
My feelings behind my words
No metaphors this time.
I’m the foolest of all fools
For my heart obeys me not
And it continues to control my hands
My hands continue to type
My truest feelings
It is immense the strength I’m gathering
To not let my heart type
What it really wants
What will become of me if I give in
Bottling up such feelings seemed my only option
I can’t allow myself to feel, I said to myself
What I really can’t do
Is to bring myself not to feel this way for him
The only way to have my peace back
Is to obey my heart…
At each warm tear rolling down my cheeks
I surrender to vulnerability a little more
So opened and vulnerable to finally say
That I love him and the path that has been chosen
I keep on loving him despite the circumstances
I keep on caring for him deeply
I keep on praying for him to be happy and safe.
But I’m no divine feminine…
I’m just in love
Since when he first appeared in my dreams
Only and ever in my dreams.
Nida B. 🖤
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